Cracks

I found out about a family who is SO close to getting their little girl home - they leave for her country this SUNDAY but they are working like crazy to raise the funding!!! My friend Renee is helping to spread the word...it takes a village to bring home a child. Please read Renee's post below to find out how to help Kameron's family bring her home....Kameron has fallen through the cracks for six..SIX...years. Please spread word and pray for this little girl and the family working so hard to get to her. No child should ever face losing a family because of money. God is calling His army to surround this child and family!

Adoption is tough.  You might dive into the adoption pool not knowing a single person that has ever adopted or you might dive in surrounded by people with years of experience that are ready to lend you a hand with whatever comes your way.  We jumped in blind. NOT.KNOWING.A.SINGLE.SOUL.  But we paddled around, splashed our way around the pool, tried to stay away from the warm spots, and eventually found a few friends that didn't splash us in the face or dunk us under the water just because they could.  That was seven months ago.  Today I'd like to think I know just a smidgeon more than I did back then.

But one thing I have learned is this, and it applies not only to adoption but just to life in general:  You don't let people fall through the cracks.  You don't just worry about yourself and what you have...  If you are so busy counting your money that you don't have the time to look up and see someone else drowning, much less jump in to do something about it... well, you aren't someone I want to know.  There is a story in the Bible about a man on a stretcher who needed to be healed and lo and behold Jesus was coming to town!!  But the house where Jesus was preaching was FULL.  I mean the house was full, the courtyard was full, even the streets were full and this was in no way good news for a guy that can't walk...  So Jesus was sitting in this courtyard and he was preaching but it was hot and the sun was too bright so they laid a roof over the courtyard trying to help Jesus and this big ol crowd out a bit.  Now all these people that came to see Jesus weren't all into Him, the Pharisees made a big ol show about serving God, but it was all show and they were there just to find something evil about Jesus so they could run back and talk bad about him.  Now, ya'll listen up... here Jesus was preaching, and all of the sudden WHAM!!! the roof was being ripped off above his head...What in the world?!?!  So they look up and they see this man on a stretcher being let down THROUGH THE HOLE IN THE ROOF... by his four friends.  This man knew Jesus could heal him, he knew it but he couldn't get to Jesus for all of the crowds...  And HIS FOUR FRIENDS knew they couldn't carry him through the crowd but they had to do something.. THEY LIFTED HIM UP THE SIDE OF THE BUILDING TO THE TOP OF THE HOUSE AND STARTED TO TEAR THE ROOF SO THEY COULD GET THEIR FRIEND TO JESUS.  And our Lord and Saviour knew this man believed with all of his heart and his friends believed that Jesus could cure this man.  And you know what... HE DID!!  "Be of good cheer; your sins are forgiven."  And that man picked up his bed, held his shoulders back and WALKED his healed self outta there

But if that man had not had friends that said WE WILL CARRY YOU!  We love you and we will TEAR OFF A ROOF for you.. this man would not have been healed.  This man wasn't a rich man, he wasn't some big poobah that had money to throw around.  He was paralyzed, he had nothing.  But Jesus didn't care, his friends didn't care.  He deserved to be healed, his faith healed him, not what was in his bank account, what circles of money he traveled in.  It was his faith.

Right now tonight I have a friend.  Her name is Sara Beamish.  She lives in Canada and she and her husband, Mike, are adopting a little six year old girl named Kameron.  Kameron has lived SIX YEARS in an orphanage.  She was transferred out of the baby house before Sara could get to her.  Sara has done incredible things for her friends.  Heck, she wrote a post today asking for people to help ME out..  AND SHE IS LEAVING IN THREE DAYS to get her little girl.  She needs help.  She needs Come to Jesus Help.  Her and Mike have tried to borrow money, they have asked all their family and friends, they applied for Canada's ONE AND ONLY GRANT and were rejected.  This is Kameron...

Kameron has fallen through the cracks for six years.  Kameron deserves to come home and sleep in a bed that isn't in a room full of kids that no one wants.  She needs to be with Sara.  Sara needs her daughter.  She's already lost a daughter she loves.  You really want her to have to struggle to get to Kameron?  This is Kameron,

Tell Kameron you don't have $20 dollars to help bring her home.  Tell Kameron that you need that hundred dollars to go on vacation.  Kameron has fallen through the cracks.  She has waited six years and NO ONE HAS COME FOR HER.  But Sara is.  Mike is.  And we are going to help them.

You see, you don't let people fall through the cracks like Mike or Sara or Kameron.  You don't say well I'm sorry you don't have any rich friends that can help you.  You don't say I have to worry about my own adoption, I have to protect my money...  You don't beg people for money when you have plenty.  YOU BLESS PEOPLE LIKE MIKE AND SARA AND KAMERON BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN BLESSED YOURSELF.... BE A BLESSING... It shouldn't be that you have to be rich or have rich friends or family to be able to adopt, to be able to love a child and give them a wonderful life.  You shouldn't have to say well we can only help ourselves or we are only going to focus on this one child so Sara, Mike and Kameron are on their own.

YOU SHOULD BE TEARING THE ROOF OFF FOR SARA!!  YOU SHOULD BE CARRYING KAMERON TO JESUS, NOT WORRIED ABOUT HOW YOU ARE GOING TO GET THERE!!!  SARA NEEDS US.  SHE NEEDS ALL OF US TO PICK UP KAMERON AND LIFT HER UP THE SIDE OF THE BUILDING.  SHE NEEDS US TO RIP AND TEAR THAT ROOF OFF.  I DON'T CARE IF YOUR BACK HURTS OR YOU JUST HAD YOUR NAILS DONE, YOU NEED TO STARTING RIPPING A HOLE IN THAT ROOF.   KAMERON CAN'T WAIT, SARA AND MIKE ARE LEAVING ON SUNDAY.  THIS SUNDAY.  WE DON'T HAVE TIME TO FIND SO AND SO A FAMILY.. WE NEED TO HELP OUR SISTER OUT.  HER CHILD IS WAITING AND SARA IS RUNNING AS FAST AND AS HARD AS SHE CAN TO GET TO HER.  WE ARE THE HANDS AND FEET OF OUR LORD.  LIKE THE FRIENDS THAT CARRIED THIS MAN TO JESUS, WE NEED TO CARRY SARA.  WE CAN NOT LET HER FALL THROUGH THE CRACKS.  WHAT IS YOUR EXCUSE FOR NOT GIVING?  WHAT IS YOUR EXCUSE FOR NOT REPOSTING?  WELL, I HAD TO THINK OF MYSELF.  NO.  THAT IS NOT ACCEPTABLE.  What would Jesus do??.... WHAT WOULD JESUS DO???

Sara needs us to tear the roof off.  Kameron is waiting... She can't do it by herself.  She needs you.  Don't let her fall through the cracks.

Be a part of the miracle.  Don't think of yourself.  For one minute stop and say today I am not going to stand by and let it be someone else's problem.  I will help you Sara.  I will tear this roof off.  I will stand with you, I will lift your little girl up. 

Sara, I love you.  I will tear the roof off for you.  I will lift Kameron up.  You will not fall through the cracks today.

Click on Kameron's picture on the sidebar to help bring her home or go to her family's blog HERE.

Just To Completely Confuse Everyone!

I am making the blog public again to let everyone know we will soon be making it private...I got several people asking if they had upset me after I made it private yesterday! Oh no!!! Of course not! I tried adding emails to the readers list but ack...it wouldn't let me import contacts or invite current followers!

So...if you would like to continue reading after it goes private send me your email address to kimandeli16 at gmail dot com.

Hopefully it won't stay private for too long..and thanks everyone for the extra step it takes setting up a gmail account to read it if you don't have one already! We truly thank those who are being so incredibly supportive and loving.

I Don't Want....

Let me preface this by saying I would do anything...anything for my precious children. I don't always WANT to do some things but I do because I love them and because they NEED me. It is the same for Little One...believe me....I don't WANT to have to get on a plane. I am scared of flying. I don't WANT to be in the air for half a day.

I don't WANT to be away from the P's for a month.

I don't WANT to scrape up extra money and fundraise having to explain to every person who asks "why in the world does this cost so much!"

I don't WANT to emerge myself in a country whose language and customs are completely foreign...because let's face it I like my everyday routine. Flying to a far away land for a month, eating food I can't pronounce hasn't ever been high up on my list.

I don't WANT to experience the raised eyebrows when I tell people we are adopting internationally...because here and there we encounter those who say "what about kids in OUR country?!"

And then I get to gently explain...how there are children EVERYWHERE around the entire world who need families.

When God showed us HIS heart for orphans He was very specific in where our family was to go.

And that was to a place I had barely heard of...a place which was not even on our radar. Through a series of events which we are acutely aware passed through God's hands first we were taken to one specific child, in one little corner of the world.

 I believe if God burdens your heart over adoption and you truly pray about that...He will show you exactly where your child is.

And geographic location means NOTHING to God.

We are to go wherever He asks us to go.

God didn't ask Eli and I what we WANT.

He asked us to GO.

When Hurt Gets To Me

I wear my heart right where everyone can see.
That gets me in trouble. A Lot.
I can't stand it that when I am hurt I get so upset I become angry.
And I am hurt right now. Hurt that we have family members who won't even acknowledge we are having another child. Hurt that I have friends who are desperately trying to raise money to adopt their little girl and they aren't getting a lot of support in their town. Oh this hurt makes me morph into something I don't like. I say things that I DO mean but they aren't nice. Then I look back and go "you know...that wasn't exactly appropriating God's love there....hmmm" And I get all wrapped up in being hurt and angry again and end up sounding horrid. Not a nice place to rest in.

BUT.

It’s not about ME.
It’s not about what God can do for me.
It is about listening for His voice.
Saying where you go I will go.
Where you tell me to step I will step. In faith.
Saying yes when the world says "WHY are you doing this!"
Saying we will go when the rest of the world doesn't want to look because the images are too hard.
It's about His love. How much He loves us and the tremendous Love He has placed in our heart which we get to give BACK so freely.
Outside of Him we don't even know what real love is.

So, no more holding expectations of how I wish people would act. Because there are always people who are going to let me down. My confidence is not in people...its in Him.

As I have said over and over...

It's not about me. It's not about Eli. It's about Him. If you haven't watched the Depraved Indifference video here you go...months ago the Lord used this video to speak to us.

What's In a Name? A Teaser...

Little One will keep her given name which I know I am not saying right now but I think it is here and there in the blog...if you look for it maybe.

We are very careful to not give out certain information about Little One or where she is as it must remain confidential. In no way do we want to disrespect far away lands regulations.

BUT...last night Little One's middle name came to me. For months we have been considering adding a middle or first name to Little One's give name. I have had my favorites but they were all shot down.

Piper? I LOVE it. Family said NO!

Selah? NO!

Payley? NO!

Phoebe? NO!

Sigh.

I gave up for a couple of months.

Then last night I was staring at her picture. Lopsided little piggy tails. Big blue eyes.

And God gave me her name.

Here is where I am not being nice to you my friends...I'm not telling!!

BUT...today I looked up the meaning of the name.

The one God whispered.

Want to know what it means?

"The Lord increases"

"God multiplies"

WOW.

It fits her perfectly.

Huge Give A Way for Three Sweet Boys!

My friend Michelle - who led us to our "Little One" adopted three children from the same place last summer. She has a tremendous heart for orphans and especially ones from the same baby house where her little ones once were. She is helping with a HUGE HUGE HUGE GIVEAWAY for three little boys who have already been transferred out of the baby house. These three little boys each had a family coming for them at one time..but something happened and the families were not able to continue in their adoption.  It is so crucial these little boys future families find them...please would you consider helping by reading Michelle's post below, passing it on or entering to win...or maybe....when you look at their little faces would you ask if maybe you could be one of these boys families? 

                                        

Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Over the past year, I have seen many of the precious children from the baby house come home and are now in the arms of their forever families. Many of these children I have met while on my own journey…and the before and after images in my mind are amazing. I have looked into the eyes of these children while they were still in the confinement of the orphanage walls. Their eyes told a story…a story of abandonment, neglect, and hopelessness. Now, looking at the pictures of those same children…their eyes tell a whole new story…the story of love, hope, and a future. It has truly been a joy and a blessing to watch these children blossom because of the love of a family.

As I sit here the faces of many other children who were not so fortunate consume my thoughts. These are the ones left behind…the ones that have little chance of ever being united with a family…these are the forgotten souls of the baby house.
There are three forgotten ones that weigh heavy on my heart…Sasha, Niko, and Easton.

Although these boys do not share the same blood…they still share so much…they share the same story. All three of these boys were abandoned at birth and took their place behind the doors of the baby house. They were all perfectly made creations of God, but they all share another characteristic that deems them unacceptable in their society…they are all disabled. As many of you know, children with disabilities in Eastern Europe have little hope for a future.

The life of an orphan is not easy…most of these children never see beyond the orphanage gates.



There is little food, lack of attention, and no interaction with the outside world. Most orphanages are overcrowded and understaffed, because they lack the necessary funds to properly care for the children.



Many children are left in the confines of their crib and have learned that their cries for attention do no good.



As a response to neglect, many children turn to rocking as a form of self soothing. It is no life for any child…but it’s a better life then what awaits them on their 5th birthday. The walls of baby house are no longer their refuge…no longer their shelter…no longer their protection…because when a child turns 5, they leave the baby house and are sent to an institution.

I can’t even begin to imagine what these three forgotten souls were thinking on that day…the day when life as they knew it changed forever and they were taken away from the only home they had ever known and transferred to a new place. Oh my, how my heart aches for those forgotten souls. At one point, there were actually families that committed to adopt them. Families that thought about them, loved them, and were making the mad dash to rescue them. But recently, both families were unable to finish the adoptions…so once again these boys are forgotten.

Time is running out for them and they need a family fast…so I have joined forces with some very generous people to raise money and awareness for the forgotten ones.




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Here is how you can win one of these great items:
1) Donate to Sasha’s grant fund through Project hopeful
2) Donate to Niko’s grant fund through Project hopeful
3) Donate to Easton’s grant fund through Reece’s Rainbow

$10 donation= 1 entry
$25 donation= 3 entries
$50 donation= 8 entries
$100 donation= 20 entries
$150 donation= 35 entries
$200 donation= 55 entries
$250 donation= 80 entries
$300 donation= 110 entries

All donations are TAX DEDUCTIBLE and I have placed the donate buttons to the right of this post to make it easy for you to donate.

*Note: Individual grant funds have been set up for Sasha and Niko through Project
Hopeful because they are too old to have individual grant fund
through Reece’s Rainbow.

4) Donate and spread the word and you will be entered just for raising awareness. You can post on your blog, facebook, or any other media outlet. You can enter everyday just by reposting this giveaway daily.

Names of those who donate will automatically be sent through the chip-in, but if you are one of the awesome people spreading the word…please leave a comment where you posted so you can be added to the giveaway.

Giveaway will run March 4th through March 25th

The ultimate goal for this giveaway is to raise awareness for these boys. International adoption is NOT cheap and there are many families that would love to adopt…there is just one thing standing in their way…$20,000! Please help spread the word and raise the money needed to help a family save the forgotten souls.


If you are interested in finding out more about Sasha, Niko, and Easton…please visit their advocacy blog ...you can also visit Reece's Rainbow and Project Hopeful to find out more about International adoption.

It's Not About US

How could we turn away?
Use our hands.

Use our feet.

To the corners of the earth.

Last December God began burdening our hearts, preparing us. It wasn't an easy time. There were tears, questions. Even FEAR. On our knees we sought the Lord.

"and He heard me, and delivered me from all my fears" (Ps. 34:4)

He asked us one question.

"Will you go?"

Our answer was

YES.

It's not about Us. It never has been.

"For the word of the Lord is right, and all His word is done in Truth"

Rest

We are coming up for air...finally. One thing I have always said about having sick children....it causes you to slow down and brings everything into focus . Having sick kiddos has a way of revealing in full color what is priority and should be most important. I tend to say "yes" too many times especially when it comes to helping out at the kids school. I LOVE be involved in the things going on at their school. This helps because I know their teachers better and am more aware of what is going on both academically and socially with them. But the downfall is a plate that is often overflowing. This becomes so evident when juggling sick children along with the other things I have committed myself to.

Truth be known...it can get overwhelming.

Ahhh...does it seem I am leaving someone out? God. Every single time I become "overwhelmed", "stressed", "stretched way to thin" and "snippy" I am not resting in God. I am relying on my own devices to manage.

And that my friends never, ever works out well. All that ever happens is I get myself into a big tangled mess with no direction.

As part of a challenge until the end of the year, a group of women from my church are participating in memorizing scripture. Today is the first day to let everyone know what verse we have been memorizing. At first I thought "oh boy that will just be one more thing for me to have to keep up with" but last week while waiting in the doctor office (for the third time!) with Peyton I felt the Lord telling me to look up a verse in Matthew. I have prayed and committed this verse to memory over the past week.

Repeating these words have helped reign me in and keep me anchored in truth in the midst of the past weeks chaos. Something we can all find comfort in...rest in the Lord. Thank you Father for ordering all my steps and for keeping me anchored in truth.

"Come to Me all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in the heart, and you will find rest in your souls. For My yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11: 28-30 (NKJV)